February 2012
5 posts
you're the reason why I have trust issues.
I honestly don't know what I'm doing anymore.
Many guys will want you, but that doesn’t mean...
I didn't know you.
No one ever really hears the announcements at school. And I’m one of those students who doesn’t really know a lot of people. I assumed Dan Glover was someone old who passed away from old age or something but I was way off. He was a 24-year-old who died in a car accident. I looked him up and recognized his face. Its crazy because I remember I would see him all the time whenever I walked...
I want to see "The Vow" so badly, but I'm single...
Its aight though. Because it wouldn’t be the first time for me. I ended up watching prom by myself because my friends bailed last minute and I already got a ticket. So I was sitting next to random strangers and hid my face when I cried during some parts. LOL I’m sucha lonely sap. Foreveralone.
January 2012
10 posts
Watchthis sounds too dope.
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so gone
you really think you've got everything figured out...
newsflash, you don’t even have the slightest clue.
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crush on you
I thought I knew
Who my real friends were. Like the friends who I’ll be friends with years from now. They say high school is the true test of friendship. Last year, I was pretty sure who they were. But from the looks of this year, because everything is so different, I’m not even sure if they are. Maybe college will be the true test of friendships. Everyone will be busy with school work and do their own...
Sometimes I wonder if I should take more chances.
when a person knows they're hurting you
And continue to read your tumblr or your tweets in a stalker way to see if you posted something new about them. And you’re just like, is my misery entertaining you or something? And they see how much you’re missing them and purposely start talking to you again every now and then and you can tell that you’re their rebound. Legit, screw you. Obviously I’m worth more than you...
lately,
I’ve just been chilling and stressing, stressing and chilling. My life hasn’t been exciting nor is there anything worth blogging about. All I’ve been doing is tweeting because you can blow up people’s tl and they can’t get mad because its twitter and that’s what its for. But yeah, life has been alright and good in a way. I can’t complain. I guess I’m...
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twentyeleven
I feel like so much happened in 2011 in such little time. But then again, that’s how it is every year. There were so many things but I can’t seem to remember them. And all those memories seemed like they were years ago when they were only this year. But anyway, 2011 was a really good year for me. Good grades, good friends, good memories. God really blessed me with an overall good...
people will always surprise you.
December 2011
26 posts
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Candy rain
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people talk so much behind people's backs
that I honestly wouldn’t be surprised if someone was talking about me. Whether it was someone I barely talked to anymore or a “good friend”. Hell, I keep some things to myself just because I can’t trust people keeping it between us. What can I say, people just talk. Yuhp, its a cold world out there and most of the time, some people don’t even give a crap.
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ignored.
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Learn from your mistakes. Don't redo them.
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me: i cant eat anymore im full
food: eat me
me: ok
blessed beyond belief.
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I honestly get scared that one day I'll lose one...
Only because I fool around a lot and I always feel like maybe I went too far or something and then I start to feel bad. Sometimes I just need to control myself and know when enough is enough but I’m sorry if I don’t. Thank you for putting up with me no matter how many times I have annoyed you. Please don’t leave me :[ I’d truly be devastated.
The reality is, shit happens and people change.
one day.
One day I’ll stop being scared and take chances. One day I’ll stop thinking about what ifs and start living in the moment. One day I’ll be less insecure and have more confidence. One day I’ll stop moping around saying I’m “forever alone”. One day I’ll finally start being content with my life.
Anonymous asked: I'll get you one for Christmas! :D
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I've always wanted footed pajamas/onesie.
I dont know why, but I think they seem awesome and comfy. Except for when you need to use the bathroom… haha
“If a guy wants to be with a girl, he will make it happen, no matter what.”
– He’s Just Not That Into You
“I pray because I can’t help myself. I pray because I’m helpless. I pray because...”
– C. S. Lewis
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on and on
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Don't get married unless you're absolutely sure...
Marriage is not a label and is not just the “next step” in a relationship. Marriage is a full commitment. If you’re not willing to follow that commitment, then don’t bother getting married. People say things change and people fall out of love, but once you’re in love, you can’t fall out of it. There may be some rough patches, but you’ll still end up...
I like it when you talk to me first.
That way I don’t feel like a dumbass and that I’m just annoying you.
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brown skin
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one day
One day I want to make a list. A list of many places and things I want to do in the duration of a day. And I want to check off everything on that list within that day. Damn, that’s going to be one hell of a day.
Everything feels different.
Senioritis is hitting me hard.
I legit don’t have the motivation to do anything anymore. It’s like I don’t care, but I do.
Guys who have respect for girls.
That is so rare. So when a guy has respect for females, that’s like, an instant click. How they know how to talk to a lady & treating them like one, respecting them, & just being a gentlemen. Not always expecting girls to be easy & all. When they expect more than just your outer appearance, & know that girls could be open minded & smart, that’s like, Nutella on a cupcake.
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I always feel bad
When a friend says that they don’t have a friend who’s there for them as much as they’re there for their friends because I end up feeling like crap because I feel like I’m not being a good friend.
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I'm nowhere near perfect.
And even though sometimes it bothers me, (in regardless to little things like. school work and other activities), I am pretty much fine with that because no one’s perfect and there’s always room for improvement. And if you ever feel like giving up, stay determined and remember why you’re doing what you’re doing. Hard work pays off.
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When someone still cares for a person no many how many times they have hurt them. Especially when friends aren’t friends anymore but one still cares for the other while the other one could care less, it kind of brings tears to my eyes. Only because it reminds me of god’s love for us. The fact that we can hurt him time and time again and even if we lose hope in him, he’s still...
November 2011
17 posts
I'm tired of everything, period.
Take a deep breath and everything will be fine, I...
Relax and just let everything go.
four years
Although the school year hasn’t ended and it’s only November, I started reminiscing about high school. The past four years I have been apart of the marching band. Ever since the summer of ‘08 during Tuesday rehearsals. I remember I used to hate it and not care about those rehearsals. I would just be there because I had nothing to do and wanted to be with my friends. It’s...
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I'm a stronger person.
I’ve been taken advantage of before and I’m not letting it happen again. Legit, if you can’t respect me, screw you. I’ll find someone who will.
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Phone calls > Texting.
epidurals:
I honestly think texting is boring, I understand how texting is, how people communicate. But during a phone call, you could talk way more. Listen to his/her voice. Hear them laugh, or cry. You could hear them snore when they sleep, you could hear them sing, you can do way more in a phone call then a text message, well that’s my point of view of how phone calls are better then...
honestly, I hate tension
I hate having that feeling that a person dislikes you. Like you can feel the awkwardness whenever they’re around or you feel them grilling you. And I honestly hate that feeling. I can’t take not being on good terms with someone because I’d feel like crap.
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The real her